dinnnny

2010-10-31T02:25:00.002+08:00

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thank you !

2010-10-07T06:19:00.008+08:00

Pictures above is when Jes & me went to Fyd's house. And she's with her Pikachu's pyjamas. Lol!

Anyway, I'm updating.

No updates due to I-still-don't-have-internet-at-home.

It just sucks to the max.

Anyway, Dad's at home already. He was discharged the day after he was transferred to Ward 37. Alhamdullilah he's okay. He still needs to go back for further appointment which is I don't know when. Well, to that Stomp thing, go to hell you Tan. Don't know anything yet you just blurt out whatever you think is true.

Life can be really unpredictable.
Life is not what you think it is.
It is usually the opposite of what you think and rarely it is what you think.
Well this is life if you don't know yet.

Dad's not gonna work for 6 months and that means hello to work for me. Urgh. I hate working seriously. Why are you so hard to get uh money? But if I don't work, where am I suppose to get money right. Okay put that aside. Lets talk about next week.

Jogging with loves on Monday at Bedok Reservoir and then Sentosa on Thursday ! I can't wait. Oh one last thing, stay strong aye fyd. I don't really know your situation but I think I'm getting a clearer picture from your blog. Well bersabar sahaje okay sis. ;)

2010-09-17T05:08:00.006+08:00

heyho!

i've been super busy working till i have no time to update. so a lot of things been happening. and i dont feel then hari raya mood. why? cause my parents are too busy to go visiting and i'm busy working my ass out. so yeah. maybe going visiting this weekend. i'm not sure yet but hope so at least it helps to add on to my collection XD

anyway, went shisha-ing that day. and its my second time shisha. and i think im addicted to it. haha. went with five friends. 3 guys and 2 girls. and i can say i miss shisha-ing. hahahaha. some pictures taken during shisha.

there it is. one of the girls. oh and below is solo pictures of me. heehee. this always happens when there's a camera. and and and yes, dont leave a your camera with me cause i can flood it yaw. haha. okay enjoy my pictures okay !

That's all.

Ciaos.

2010-09-11T03:37:00.002+08:00

As everyone knows yesterday was the first day of hari raya. and for the first time in my freaking life, i'm not at home on the firt day. what the hell, i know. skip that cause you guys no need to know. anyway, on hari raya eve. went geylang with two friends till like 2 or 3 in the morning. and i think for the first time, geylang is really happening. and i went geylang like a lot of times. haha okay random. so walk here and there around geylang but i still think like i'm going in circles. because eveywhere you go, you will end up at the same place again.

anyway, first day raya makcik pakcik all come to my house. like first time people visit on the first day cause usually it will be us visiting people and not people visiting us. hah. and my pakcik so funny. when he comes, i went to salam him. and guess what he says ? "fuh, voguenyer rambot dia". hahaha! funny sia. for a pakcik, he knows what's vogue. cool eh. lols. im working this sunday and then having attachment on monday and tuesday and also working on monday after attachments. stupid man have to replace attachment for two days. thanks to macdonalds lah for making me vomit and making me take mc for two days. tsk. no more eating macs at kk hospital. speaking of attachments, i kinda miss that cute-lil-annoying-irritating shameer. i wonder how is he doing now. well pray that he's fine. amin.

this entry ending soon cause i dont know what else to write. but what i know is that i cant wait for 18september and 29september. jalan raya with friends! and 24 & 25september, dance. i dont know. not really ready for it. malay dance, wow. i know nothing. lucifer, too fast. but hey, at least i get to dance my favourite song. hehehehe. okay i need to sleep. going visiting later. ciaos

2010-09-02T02:25:00.000+08:00

Hello people !
I've finally updating my blog. Its been sucha long time since I've last update. A lot of things have happened for the past few months. Well, lets put everything aside for now and lets start afresh for this blog. Its the examinations period now and I swear I'm nto prepared at all. Why ? Its because we had attachments before our examination and its for the whole three weeks of YOG. For that, we don't have time to study nor can we find time to study. Anyway, adult nursing done. Up next is biology which i have no confidence at all. Just pray that I managed to answer all questions.

I realised that for the two weeks of attachment at KK Hospital, I'm getting closer to Fidiana. We are like really close you know. And to top it all, we wore the same leg bands on our legs. Mine is green and hers is blue. See, that's what we called 'jiwe'. Hahahaha ! Oh, we're also planning to save up to $280 to get ourselves an IpodTouch. Let's save money and buy okay Fyd.

sexy ain't us ? haha

National Day with love

2010-08-12T23:47:00.007+08:00

National Day was fun fun fun. We had a small picnic by the river. Hahaha. Although I was super embarrased at first but as time pass by, embarrassment was nothing to me. In fact, it was fun. Was surrounded by banglas everywhere. As usual, banglas are always there at such events. I feel like I'm in India for a moment. HAHA! Now is attachment period. And I fucking fucking hate my CI. Both of them. Super fucked up. No manners and no use fasting bodoh you guys. I'm super happy that tomorrow is my last day in Ward 29 ! And up next is KKH posting and ____'s birthday !

2010-08-04T15:07:00.000+08:00

WHOEVER BUY ME THIS JACKET, I'M GONNA FUCKING LOVE THAT PERSON SIA !

2010-08-04T14:39:00.002+08:00

Wooohoo !
No more presentations. Its all over, finally over. ^^ Anyway, today was the last day of presentation and that was Research Method. It didn't really went well but who the heck cares right ? Its over now. Up next is attachments. Haiz, I just feel that attachment just ends yesterday. Anyway on the bright side, badminton with classmates tomorrow ! Looking forward to it. Then at 2pm, i've got work. -.- I'm so lazy lah but nak duit punya pasal. Terpakse loh. And and also, earning money to watch Avatar ! HAHA. Suddenly I love Avatar. I don't know how I love it also. Oh, I still craves for KFC. HAHA. perangai gemok sia aku !

2010-08-03T01:00:00.003+08:00

Thanks for having kfc with me ! finally get my hands on those tasty chickens. hahahaha! i've been eating alot these few days sia. omg. aku getting fat siols. omg. gotta do some exercise. gotta lose those fats! urgh. saturday going jogging with farhanah, jeslin and fidianaaa. yeaaah! anyway, i've been wanting to buy the owl necklace sia. omgosh its nice siol. love it. those with feathers is a bonus man! i want more necklaces. i'm running out of them. and bangles, i've tone down on them already but i still love them lah. if i see really nice one then i buy. hahaha! i need money but i'm so lazy to work. really. no joke here. and my attachment money is still not banked in yet. slow sia the service. haiyo. and great, fasting month is here and so is attachments. haiz. i'm not looking forward to this. tsk tsk tsk

2010-08-02T02:35:00.001+08:00

I love today!

Well not the first few parts but the ending part.

Wish it won't end.

i love you

2010-07-22T01:56:00.002+08:00

And yes there are times when I hate you but I don't complain.
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away.
Oh, but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say.
That I will be there at the end of the day.

That's what I've been feeling lately. Anyway, two more days lah sey! I so can't wait. Couldn't make it for thursday and friday practice due to afternoon shift. But I'll be coming on Saturday yo! And oh my god, this Sunday is the performance already !!! Sheeeesh. okay bye

2010-07-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

Ola !
Okay three more days to end of attachments ! I can't wait. Then back to school. At last, I miss my friends man. I miss going to school. I miss having to wake up extra early to get ready fro school. I miss the time where I will have trouble finding what to wear. I miss the time I sleep inside the bus throughout the journey. I miss eating at the canteens. I miss sleeping in lectures. I miss joking around with my peeps. I miss using laptops in school but I dont and will never miss the time where I have to bring laptop. Its freaking heavy. Anyway, I miss my classmates the most ! Just two weeks and then back to attachments again. Haish. Now I'm wondering about you. Where are you ? No texts no calls. Hope you're fine though.

Practice tomorrow. Performance this Sunday. At least 7000 guests expected. Wow ! I know right. I'm so not prepared for the 7000 guests. Help me please. Wish me luck !

2010-07-20T02:16:00.002+08:00

Why must I be the one who always have to get all these ? All I did was simply just a chat and i was fucked upside down. I know you are angry but at least control your temper. I'm really sad that it actually disappear into thin air just like that. I didn't know you are really going to do that. I admit I was really angry and sad at that moment but what to do, things happen already. No turning back. Well, I tried clearing things up but to no use. I can't manage to clear it. Please for goodness sake, please don't do this again. I really can't bear to face it. I can't bear to accept the fact that you are gone forever. No way ! Never ! I need you and I mean it. It won't happen again and this time I will try to stick to my promise. Please, I'm begging you. )':

2010-07-08T19:27:00.002+08:00

Greaaaaat !
Our next attachment will be directly after our two weeks of school during the three weeks break. 9august2010. My attachment during national day. Pandai sia sekolah. Bijak sekali. Forget it lah. Hope it will be change. Fat hope !

Anyway today first day of SHS. I was late. Hahahaha. Went HPB and yadayadayada. Got our primary schools and guess what, I get Fuchun Primary School. HPB gave us wrong address and we end up getting lost. Hahaha. Quite a funny experience. Feels like amazing race just that we're in nursing uniforms. Hahaha. Jeni, Jill, Shixuan, Wei Ting and Fang Yuan is with me. Finally when we found Fuchun, its like freaking two bus stops away from Woodlands Interchange. Wtf sia. We go until admiralty there near Si Ling Primary. Anyway, I so feel like a primary school kid just now. The kids are super cute ! Really ! Got one very cheeeky. Hahaha. Naughty also. Playful lah. Hahaha. And yes, they're super cute. Another day tomorrow. Haiz. 730am at Woodlands. Woah! Left two more weeks of CGH.

Oh oh oh oh ! I did wound dressing the other day. Hahaha. And yay, I did it well ! No more fainting. Hahahaha. And I need to change my blogskin. This blogskin sucks lah. Ciaos

2010-06-29T23:47:00.003+08:00

There it goes again. Why must this keep happening. You've promise not to do all these yet what now ? I think you care more about F then me. Well, its not wrong, in fact its good that you care more about F but hello, I still have feelings okay. If you were me, you'll be sad too. And if this were to happen to F, I can fucking bet that you're gonna solve the situation. But whenever it comes to me, you don't even give a damn. At times, I do feel sad. Okay wait, not at times. Its like everytime when I'm with you guys. I'm not myself when I'm with you two. I've forgotten and forgiven you about that incident that day and yes, I still ____ you. And I was super touched when you actually cried. I feel bad that's why I called you up. I wanted to make things right. And I did it.

Now, just because I didn't want to bring something, you're totally angry. Firstly, I didn't want to bring it because I'm from work and its gonna be freaking heavy if I were to bring it to work. Plus, I'm scared it'll get lost. Secondly, its freaking leceh to bring that thing to your place. Heavy! Thirdly, I don't have a bag to bring it with and the only bag i have which fits that thing is the bag you hate the most. So there it is. My reasons for not wanting to bring.

Let's just put that aside okay. So yeah, I'M FUCKING HAPPY SIA! Omg! Hahahaha. I want the pictures Suxiu. I want it asap. Hahaha. It happen twice. I repeat. TWICE! Omg. I was on cloud nine at that moment. Although the first one was force by someone, I was on cloud nine after that. And the second one happens without me knowing it was going to happen. Hahaha. Cute man. Freaking cute! I'm happy we're close and yes, I love it ! Hehe. I wish it will happen again. HAHAHA! Okay fat hope dinny. Eh but who knows it will. Then it'll be fucking good lah sia. Okay let's not get tooooooo sexcited okay dinny. But first I want pictures ! Suxiu, where is it ?

2010-06-29T10:26:00.002+08:00

First day of attachments was just draggy. And what more can make the day worst. I had a call from my mentor saying that my attendance for Pharmacology is already 70% and not they are all doing the debarment letter. Wtf. I may or may not get the letter. Just have to see whether is there another call from them or not. No call means no letter. Anyway, waiting fro time to pass cause so that I can leave for work. Oh great. I got F for bloody Biology. Expected. Tsk. Time to buck up dinny! Seriously. Haiz. And I still have project to be done. I'm hungry now. Off to kitchen to find some foooooood. Bye

2010-06-25T03:42:00.005+08:00

Night whoring is lovedd !!

2010-06-25T03:14:00.002+08:00

This is what I do. Webcam with Efa in the middle of the night. Cause both of us can't sleep and thought of webcaming with each other. LOL. I know right. Hahaha. I look damn skinny okay. Wth. But whatever it is, Only took 2 pictures cause I just remembered about it. Haha. Anyway, attachments in three days time. I am so not ready lah. Plus we're in Year 2 already. That means more burden on our shoulders. Haiz. Soon enough Year 3 and then PRCP. Woah. I cannot see myself as a nurse seriously. Well its too late to quit now plus I can't afford to pay those fees if I quit. My parents can't afford to be exact. In fact, I'll get a spanking from them I think. Planned to have a class cycling trip but don't think it will happen. Firstly it's last minute and secondly, people all stay very far and they're lazy to travel to East Coast Park. Im bored. Really.

Oh btw, today is a fucking bad bad bad day for me sia. Like serious shit. Like what the f sia. I swear I did nothing wrong. All I did was just came early and from there it starts. Was supposed to meet at 4pm but I went out super early cause I'll scared I'll be late. And then there it goes. And yes I do admit I lied to you because I really don't wanna go back cause it'll be just a waste of time. Plus I reach just nice. It really hurts when you say you don't ever wanna see my face again. I swear that hurts the most. I don't mind being punched, slapped, kicked or whatsoever, but I just can't accept that. I can still accept all those physical abuse but I just can't accept that. Really. It tears me down. I know you might not even care but I do care. I just can't bare to lose you. Really. Please. I still don't get it why you're being like punching slapping to me and lovey dovey to ______. I swear there's a huge difference in the way you're acting to me and to ______. You're being so nice and patient with ______ while you're being like what shall I say, a jerk, to me. Tsk. I just hope to get the old you back. Please. I know the old you is still somewhere stuck inside of you. I just need to get hold of it and pull it out.

Psst. imissyou):

2010-06-23T03:26:00.002+08:00

Marina Bay Sands.

A very magnificent place to go to. Magnificent. That's what it means. It has very exquisite lighting effects at night. Filled with alot and alot and alot of staffs. A massive huge place and has alot of ballroom. One of it can fit up to 400 tables. Imagine how big it is. What's more? Shopping freaks can come here to as there's a shopping fantasy also. And not forgetting the Casino. Another huge place. So Las Vegas I tell you! Anyway, worked there just now. Met Emy at 2pm and off we go to work. We were separated because he had experience in Western and I don't. So what did I do? I did some minor set ups and then went for dinner after which had to do dinner. I hate it. But it wasn't that bad. We only did clearing and abit of serving. Clearing was the priority one. There's like 500pax. Imagine how much wine glasses will I have to clear? Plus, one person can drink up to 4 glasses. Omg! Lucky we were assigned our own table but still I had to helped others cause they're so lazy to clear their own. And Rahmat and Zheng Hua are my new friends. HAHAHA.

Okay fuck. I lazy to blog again. I type very long already and then suddenly there was an internet connection lost. Then all gone except the top part. I lazy to type again. Cb! okay I wanna sleep already. Nytez!

2010-06-22T04:00:00.003+08:00

Oh happy 4AM to everyone. Hahaha. I'm working tomorrow. Sheeeesh. I swear I'm super lazy to work. Plus I know its going to be very busy. I can feel it already. Haiz. I so need to find a new job as soon as possible. Food & Beverage is so not my thing lah. Hate it much. Anyway, went Paya Lebar to accompany a friend. He had to attend some forum thing and it turn out boring. What product marketing stuffs. How boring lah. So sorry I'm not into all these things. I'm not even sure if I can really make a living out of it. Drop the topic. Attachments in a daaays time. I can't wait. Hahaha. I need to get my shoe as sooon as possible. If not I die. And Year 2 already. Wow. I feel like yesterday I just join Nursing and now, I'm in Year 2 already. Like time pass by so fast lah. And the next thing I know, I'm in Year 3 and then graduate. Huhu. I can't wait to graduate. Really. After that I'll prolly work to earn some bucks and then I'm so gonna learn hairdressing ! XD

As from what I've experienced, friends do come and go. Choose your friend wisely
and you never know that your new friend is the one you're going to trust for a
long time

okay goodnights !

2010-06-21T02:44:00.002+08:00

Work was super tiring yesterday. Met Emy at his house and off we proceed to Bugis to meet Yidah and Suxiu. We came quite early so we decide to walk-walk for awhile as our job begins at 5pm. Anyway, went inside the superhero shop and look at shoes. And omfg, I fell in love with one shoe but its very costly lah. And its not really similar to the one I'm looking for. But still, its nice. Super nice. I like! Hehehe. So went inside Intercontinental Hotel and yes, we got lost as usual. Hahaha. Don't know where to report. Ask for assistance and finally found it. We register our names and all and then we got in. Changed into our uniforms and off we head to canteen to eat. Yadayadayada. Start work and it all ends arnd 11pm. Made new friends and yes, they're super friendly. I like! Hahahaha. So job was okay. I had to take care of my own table. And yes, I did rush things a lil bit. Sucks man the feeling of having to handle a table on YOUR own. Wtf. Really. Hate it much. I shivered abit. HAHAHA. New friends are sociable lah. 3 guys and all super friendly. Huhu. One was _____. HAHA.

Then today training at Marina Bay Sands. Super tiring. Learnt F&B stuffs. Tsk. Boring, I know. Hate it. Lucky I'm not working on Wednesday. So just Tuesday. Hope Tuesday went well. I wish it won't be that hectic. Seriuosly. If not my hands gonna break sia. Wtf. Tray so heavy. I carried a tray with 11plates and a whole tub of spooooooons sia. Wtf. Heavy man! My hands was shivering sia when walking just now. tsktsktsk. Okay i gotta go. Nights!

2010-06-20T06:02:00.001+08:00

Its freaking 6am now.

I'm off to sleep.

Goodnight to me and good morning to you. (:

2010-06-18T04:43:00.002+08:00

Okay the internet's connection is really being a bitch. Freaking slow and laggy. Why why why why must you be like this in the middle of the night. Urgh. Anyway, I changed my blogskin as my previous blogskin went something wrong. I went to edit the playlist codes and without me noticing, I accidentally deleted some codes which causes my blog to turn nothing when open. Damn annoyed lah okay! Now I can't put songs in my blog using that mixpod.com because they only support videos. I can't put videos inside my blog as later my blog will turn ugly. Yucks! I've use Youtube a an alternative and yes it works BUT it won't autoplay. ):

Dear bloggers, i need help. Do you guys know any website for songs which does not support videos only. Cause I just need to put an mp3 file in my blog. Or in other words, I want to put songs in my blog but not the video. Just the song. If any of you guys know any website, do tag me alright. Thanks

Thirdly, I bloody have blisters. After how many years of no blisters, I now have one. Tsk. Thanks to the shoe I wear just now. It was super tight and I didn't know it was tight as it was my first time wearing it. HAHA. Now I have blisters at the back of both feet. Idiotz! I'm still sad at your comments but I'm going to forget about it. I'm happy everythings back to normal. I prefer it this way. Seriously. I miss you. Anyways, he went offline just like that. So sad. Haha. His brother scold him. Pity him. Was happily playing games with him suddenly he went offline. Was abit shocked. Haha. Okay I'm working tomorrow I don't know whether I should be happy or sad. Why? Because happy I'm gonna earn some money and sad cause I really don't want to work. I'm seriously lazy. But what to do, I need money what. I need to top up my prepaid as soon as possible man. Can die without prepaid. XD

Okay I got nothing else more to say. My mind is blank now. I can't think. One more week to attachments. I wish we get paid. Let's just wait and see. 200bucks okay! I don't want to wash people's butt for free. Hello! My hand's precious okay! Lolz. Okay then, I'm gonna end this post with this phrase.

I'M IN LOVE WITH PARACHUTE & ALEJANDRO♥

2010-06-17T02:07:00.004+08:00

“No one likes being rejected,

but it happens all the time in life.

As hurtful as it is, the best thing you can do is

to stay away from him/her as you are vulnerable right now

and his/her every action is hurting you.”

- Adapted from Salbiah's blog.

2010-06-16T17:49:00.002+08:00

I miss them so much! Its been months since I last saw them. In fact the last time I meet them was like last year. That's long time ago lah. Well what can I say. Situation change, everything change. I'm not even sure whether I may be able to meet them or not. Haiz. Anyway, Was at home the whole day. I didn't went out. I woke up at 2pm today and until now, no plans at all. Really boring lah. Initially planned to tag along with the girls for projects but somehow it was cancelled. And that Ain has yet to send me pictures. Idiotz!

Well, someone ask me yesterday if I wanna follow them to Peninsula today. I said no cause I had projects to do right. But now, I got nothing to do. Should have said yes lah. But wait, its better for me not to go also. Why? I have my reasons. I can't wait for tomorrow. Gonna watch movies. This time I hope no more interruptions. Seriously. I didn't went on Monday due to someone can't watch it and if that someone can't watch it, another someone won't watch it too. Baaaahh. And yes I lied about the whole I-followed-my-mum-thing. I was with my friends actually. Sorry. I'm super bored. Can die at home lah. I only have this laptop to accompany me. I wish I have money now. I bet I'll be busy shopping sia if like that. I have tons of things to buy and do. Contact lens, rebond, shirts, shoes, pants/berms, bag, top up my prepaid, threading & some bucks to have fun. Okay I'm done now. Ciaos

2010-06-16T03:58:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Siti Hajjar!

May you have the greatest birthday ever. I miss you so much Hajjar. Although we're in the same school, I can't seem to meet you or bump into you. Maybe time restricts us. Chey macam paham. Anyway, stay pretty always okay. And I love your fashion sense. And your bangle sense. Love it much! Meet up soon okay Hajjar. Have fun on your birthday. Once again, happy 19th♥.

2010-06-16T02:15:00.006+08:00

Finally I'm updating my blog frequently. Anyways had project meeting just now. Behavioural Science to Pharmacology to Research Method to Statistics. Thank god, projects almost finishing.^^ But then, tomorrow's plan was cancelled. Sigh. So i got no plans tomorrow. Anyone wanna date me tomorrow, I'm free okay. HAHA. Was browsing through facebook since I've nothing to do. Seriously internet's getting boring. I wonder why people complain when there is no internet and yet they still complain when there's internet. Haha. This is reality i guess. Hahaha. I swear i miss my secondary school friends right now. Each and everyone of them. Ey wait. Almost lah. Heee. Attachments is 10 days away. I don't know whether am I prepared for it or not. Ward 36... The ward which I'm famous for something. Not going to mention it here. Very embarrasing. Like first day already become so famous. Lol. Btw i need to get money to top up my phone and rebond my hair asap! I wanna go attachments with straight hair sia. XD

Now, I have something to let out. I know that we are very close already. Just like brothers and sisters; or what do they call it, siblings. But I still love you. I still do. I don't know why but I just do. And it hurts to see you with someone else. Everytime i see you two, tears will start rolling down. I tried to throw away this feeling but I just can't. And now, I don't get the same kind of treament from you. Like its not the same as last time. I feel that there is a huge difference in the way you treat me now and before. I know you kept saying we are like siblings already but you don't treat me the way you used to. I don't know what I should do now. And your words towards me are getting harsher and harsher. And that's very hurting seriously. I know I'm not like your boyfriend but I still got my feelings with me. And my feelings will never change. Its very hurtful for you to call me ugly. I don't know lah. Maybe I should just move on and be close to you as a friend to friend close. As they say, if you love someone. You're willing to sacrifise anything. Well, I'm sacrifising the bond we have now. I will miss the moments we shared together. Everything different now. You care more about him than me. Which is right but _______. Forget it. I'm done here. Goodnight readers.

2010-06-14T23:20:00.003+08:00

dumb dumb dumb dumb projects.
i hate them. seriously. i don't know a thing. i mean i don't know what i should be researching on. to be exact, i don't even know the topics or question we are doing on. and two, there's like 4 or 5 projects to be done. seriously freaking ass lahh. cb. anyway, lets put that aside for now. lets talk about today.

i had fun. met jeslin at 9am. i was on time. jeslin was second to reach. fyd and zul were late. so much for 9am huh. anyway, we changed to our running attire. and off we went to stadium for a run. we ran like 5-6rounds lahh. woah. after how many months of not running, finally i run. haha. pancit oi. but looking forward to more of it. i need to get my stamina back lah. we then slack around at stadium there till 11am. and fyd raped me sia! idiot she. all of them got wet except me ^^ im so clever to avoid all of it. haha. then we went to bath and changed to our clothes back. off to buy movie tickets and went to eat. i ate curry noodle, jeslin ate i-forget-what and fyd and zul ate chicken rice. yadayadayadayada. off to starbucks to meet farna. they all do projects then sharizan came. yadayadayada. projects finish. then farna went off for driving lesson. sharizan went home. the four of us went to watch movie. we watched karate kid! omg its awesome yaw! gotta catched it. really. then movie end around 6pm. was actually supposed to meet suxiu at fajar but im super lazy and tired to go there. tampines to fajar. really far. end up i went home. so sorry suxiu. next time alright. at home, did abit of chores and then straight to do behavioural science research. others i dont know. haha.

oh to you leader,
dont be so like wtf can. dont keep saying 'you bear the consequences'. its you who didnt give the work properly and how are you suppose us to do research. we dont even know what to research on fyi. be clear next time. and hello, we dont entertain attitudes okay. please you're 19. grow up!

okay i have to go school tomorrow. have project meeting. like kns lah. super lazy okay. at 11am some more. urgh. im done for now. i'll update more. goodbye. and ily

2010-06-05T23:20:00.004+08:00

FREAZDE LOVE!! (:

imisssaiyidahbintemesnadi! hahaha. anyway holidays coming sooon! woohoooo. happy giler. one more week and then its holidays. yay! okay so let's talk about school. its been very very very hectic lately. tests, practials, presentations, simulations. aiyo. hectic kan. then coming is biology practical, ppr test and presentation. then two weeks holiday then attachment. i cant wait. but is it true we wont get paid. fuck man if like that. 4weeks of no pay. ass!

2010-05-27T10:33:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

heee. so yah that's what i did yesterday.

since i didnt go out the whole day, i webcam-ed with my younger sister.

hehh. and she's into it as you can see.

cheeky uh. LOL

anyway, gotta go. need to practice ppt.

hehh ciaos!

oh btw, thanks again people for all the wishes.

2010-05-27T10:33:00.000+08:00

OKAY I MADE IT THROUGH PRACTICALS !

YAY ME ^^

now, what's nex?

2010-05-27T07:47:00.001+08:00

Hey there.
I miss blogging. I can’t really blog that much nowadays because there’s no internet access at home. It really sucks lah. Anyway, school has been extremely hectic lately. Last week was the theory test and this week is already the practical. See how fast everything goes. Also, next week is my presentation for adult nursing and the following week is my health psychology presentation. Whoa, everything went so fast. Oh btw, since I’m talking about school now, might as well I just let it out. Lately, I’ve been feeling like loner in school. I don’t really think I have that much friends in polytechnic. In class, I’m not really that close to all of them. Although I do hang out with them sometime but still I feel like I don’t belong there. At times, I feel like I’m being a busybody there and somehow I feel like they all don’t want me there. I don’t really spend time with my classmates that much. Plus, there are only three guys in my class and I’m the only Malay guy there. It’s really hard to have that special bond with the other two guys cause of certain reasons. In lectures, I’m always seated together with these four people which are Jeslin, Sharizan, Farhanah and Fidiana. These are the four people who have helped me in believing that I have friends in school. But still, I think that I don’t belong with them. I feel like I’m just an extra there. There are still others whom I’m close with but it’s just like a friend-to-friend relationship. I don’t know whether whatever I wrote here is true or not but that’s what I feel.

Somehow I really really really miss my secondary school mates. But look what happen now. All of us have been separated. Some have their own cliques, some gone missing, some forgets others and some still lost somewhere. The only person that I’m still in contact with is Fatin. That’s because we’re in the same school and same course. We were really close during our first year. We went to school together quite often, go home together, have breaks together. But after entering year 2, everything changed. I rarely see her now. We rarely have breaks together, rarely go to school together and rarely went back home together. That’s because our timetable is different. Whenever she’s having break, I’ll be having my class. But when I’m having break, she’ll be having her class. And now she’s on attachment while I’m still studying. When it’s my turn for attachment, she’ll be in school studying.

Hmm... Best friend? All have gone missing. I’ve lost my best friends. So much for best friends’ forever lah. I’ve used to have two but then I lost one and now I lost the other one. Firstly was Izah. We used to be super close with each other but then something happen. I don’t know what really happen but after a while, we were no longer contacting. Then next was Jae. As usual, we’re super close also. We’ve been best friends since Secondary Three. And then again, the same thing that happens to Izah and me happened to Jae and me. I don’t know what really happen also. She caged herself from meeting with each other and now, we’re no longer contacting. So yeah, for all I know, we are no longer BF and yup, goodbye to you two. Thanks for all those memories. I’ve to move on with life no matter what. As the phrase says; ‘Friends come and go”. Well that is so true. Friends do come and go. For once, they’re close with you. And after a while, they’re gone. I’m done now. Take care.

2010-05-06T15:46:00.001+08:00

OKAY I MADE IT THROUGH THE PRACTICAL TEST!

YAY ME!

now, what's next?

2010-05-06T15:46:00.000+08:00

GREAT!
i'M STILL IN SCHOOL!
WTF. i'M SO SLEEPY!
FEELS LIKE GOING HOME BUT I HAVE LECTURE LATER.

i so don't feel like going sia.
see how lah.
having group meeting now.
discussing about projects. tsk!
okay i have to go now. ciaos!
*yawns*

2010-04-28T17:41:00.003+08:00

The first one has left.

Now comes another one.

oh btw,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to Azahar!!

May you have a great day on your birthday.

Meet up soon okay!

2010-04-27T13:55:00.001+08:00

okay great. i miss you !

2010-04-26T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hey there people!

Miss me? Hahahaha.

anyway, school was boring today. monday blues. had school from 8am to 6pm. and as usual i was never late. (: reached school around 815am. had lecture for 3hours straight. followed by an hour break and then 2hours lecture again. then an hour break again and 3hours contact time. tsk. lecture was boring due to the fact i slept. tutorial was not bad. did nothing just listen. haha. practical. oh my god! i got no more mood to study already lah. my main concern was 'can i go home now?'

went home straight. and i went home alone. it feels awkward though cause i would usually go home with fatin. eat bath then went out again. planned to meet suxiu cause she agreed to accompany me do my research. while on my way to bedok, she texted me saying she can't go out cause her mother don't let. then i had to make my way back to pasir ris. called almost everyone up to ask whether they have wirelessg account. but unfortunately, no one has. even if they have, they don't remember their password. so yeah. the feeling sucks! i make my way home to get the account and password which i forgot to bring and went to elias cc. and guess what? the wireless here don't need any password. >.<

so yeah. im now busy doing my bloody research on the acute something. and i found it. up next. bloody questions. haiz. will blog again soon people. and great thing. i got school at 9am tomorrow. sighs

2010-04-25T01:46:00.002+08:00

BLOG DEAD!

Sorry people.
I can't update my blog so often now. I have no more internet access at home. It sucks lah really. Anyway school have started already. And the first week has already end. Just the first week, there's already projects. Tsk! And the nursing lab is getting more and more advance lah. NG tube insertion was learn last week. it was kinda easy lah. and yes! finally got a new group. attending a birthday party tomorrow at west coast. oh ya, got to know that i'm having attachment two months after school reopens. wth. but good thing is its at ward 36. hehh. love it. okay i gotta go. ciaos people!

2010-04-07T20:40:00.002+08:00

Heyho!
finally i get to use internet. there's internet access here. coolness. like after so long of no internet. well it sucks though. hahaha. anyway, life's been great. really great. love it met new people. new friends. new surroundings. new things. new me. hehh. okay i do miss my old peeps. where you guys? meet you up soon aite. i miss my nyp mates. i miss them too.... ^^

okay i gtg now. im wanna go play my hotel city back. ciaos people. and cant wait for class outing. coolness.... ^^

2010-03-21T20:00:00.003+08:00

Okay hello people. sorry for not updating my blog for sucha long time. i no longer got internet. that's why lah. so now using internet at emyth's house. hmm. i need a job soon! anyway, the holidays are officially here ! i'm super happy. the three weeks attachments is over. like finally. haha. but i had a great time during attachments. two weeks in ward 18 and 1 week in polyclinic. polyclinnic attachment is fun cause the time passes by quick. and the staffs there are all friendly. cooolness. hahaha. now i'm just waiting for my attachment money to come. which is like in two months time. sighs. okay i can't wait for dinner and class outing. ^^

2010-03-14T11:23:00.001+08:00

one more day and hello polyclinic.

great. i'm not ready for this.

really.

not gonna enjoy this posting man.

urgh,

okay best. now i wanna go bath.

and and i miss it.

haiz.

2010-03-14T02:58:00.003+08:00

heyho!
two weeks has passed and hospital attachments is over. now left with polyclinic posting. phew. hospital posting is like super tiring. all those hard to handle patients. kept walking out of bed even though they have difficulty in walking. but overall i enjoyed my posting. lucky i pass even though i was late three times. hahaha. cant imagine i'm late three times sia. thats like a new record for me. lol. anyway, im not looking forward for polyclinic posting. cause all the comments i heard is that its super boring. you have nothing to do. only observed what the doctor is doing. like what the heck. like that who wants to go sia. omg. okay then. gtg now. ciaos!

2010-03-03T00:50:00.002+08:00

Heyho!
Omg i'm so tired sia due to attachments. although its just the second day but i feel as though i've been working there. anyways. yesterday was from 8-4pm and yes it was pathetic. had ward orientation and then started working from 10am onwards. then today was on afternoon shift with fyd. met her and went to ward 18 together. btw im in ward 18. got transferred from ward 48 due to it was a female ward. but hey, at least i got farna and fyd to accompany me. heh. tomorrow on afternoon shift again with fyd. and farna's gonna be the same shift with us. coolness! so see you two tomorrow aite. i really hope there is such a thing as time machine cause i really want attachment to end quickly.

ohh about my ward 18, the staff nurses are super friendly. well most of it lar only like two or three i dont really talk to them that much. and the ite students. friendly giler. coolness. but those freaking people working at the counter just asks for a tight slap. and that freaking makcik. hate her sia. so the eew! perangai taik. tak suka sia. you're just a hca and yet you order people. wth la. and so the sibuk tadi amik gmbr. hahaha muka tak tau malu la ehk.

i miss my mitchu alot. haha where you sia. and and jae, when wanna go out. tak habis-habis ngn duck. wth. hahahahha. okay im off to bed after this. need to rest and need to wake up at 10. afternoon shift tomorrow. fatin, how's ward 47 ?

2010-02-26T01:45:00.002+08:00

Time check: 1.45am

Heyho! hahaha. i'm still not asleep yet. cause i cant sleep. and contacts still on. haha. later i take out lah. anyway, i gotta great news to share with you guys sia. wanna hear it ? okay here it goes. sekolah dah habis! yay! hahaha. & also exams done! super happy! ^^
but then there's also a bad news. my attachment starts next week. and i have yet to alter two of my nursing pants and also i have yet to cut my hair. urgh. why cant i keep long hair sia. like wasted siak cut hair. omgosh! oh ya. things to do before goinbg attachment.

1. cut hair

2. cut fingernails

3. alter my pants

4. be mentally prepared

haha. that's all. okay lame. i know. hahaha. i cant sleep sia. why why why why ? attachment is like so fast lah can. just like last semester. this time i'm getting the medical ward 48. coolness. lets see how friendly is the staff nurse and patient in that ward. hope its as friendly as ward 36. i miss ward 36. really. hahaha. and i am so not looking forward for the polyclinic posting. really. no no no no! i cannot imagine i'm working at the polyclinic then someone i know come in. omg embarrassing sia. grrr

2010-02-25T02:43:00.002+08:00

The make up looks almost the same as Lady Gaga's one right ? haha just that its not a lightning one. anyway, have yet to study for Childbearing. I give up sia. really. freaking hard i tell u. omgosh. and yes instead of studying, i went to do something else. webcam, facebook, blog, upload pictures at both faebook and blog. wow. damn alot pictures sia. hahaha. and i should be sleeping sia now. its like almost everyday i sleep late. and also come home late. what sia? dumbass. and yes my parents are being super irritating. ass. everytime come home get scolded. for what ? i dont know what ? i think for nothing. wtf. idiot sia. might as well i dont come home right. stupid. looks like everything i do is wrong. dont know why. but just feels like it. i reborn hair kena scolded. when i havent reborn yet, they kept saying cut my hair la, this la that la. cause they say its dry la this la that la. now my hair straight already. they also comment. wtf kan. tsk. annoying sia. then i go out also cannot. when i stay at home, they noisy, i go out also noisy. haiyo. stress sia. dont understand them la. now my school money has reduced from $5 to $4 !? $5 already not enough now $4. wow. see how i survive la. goodnight

2010-02-25T01:08:00.007+08:00

MORE CHINGAY PICTURES! got alot more past pictures to post but i think i'll stop here for now. gotta study for childbearing. last paper beb!!! woohoo. and after that holidays till 1march then hello attachments. sighs

2010-02-22T00:46:00.012+08:00

OKAY HERE'S CHINGAY PICTURES. MORE AT FACEBOOK. I LAZY TO ARRANGE IT. SO HERE IT GOES. IF GOT MORE I UPLOAD AITE. ^^

2010-02-20T03:18:00.002+08:00

AWESOME. FUN. SWEEEET.

THAT'S WHAT I CAN SAY ABOUT TODAY'S PERFORMANCE.

hahaha. coolnesss.

today's performance was like wow even though i did cock up at some point of time >.<

there was one time where i forgot the steps. haha. and also i do the steps wrongly. paiseh sia. i love the last part. as in everything finish already. we all sitting down. haha cause what do i do ? take pictures lor. haha. coolness! camwhore awhile with yidah's camera. haha. bring it again tomorrow tao! hahaha.

oh ya, i took pictures with gurmit and tabitha at the last chingay training. and tabitha's hot yo! and also took lotsa pictures with the other participants just now. cool sia! love it!! but still, i wanna take picture with that person. ahhhh!! since that time sia tak dapat. pfft. yidah dah dapat dah. ass you. haha. XD

oh yeah, tomorrow is the real chingay! oh gosh. nervous punya bsok. and yeah city alive after that. woooooo ^^ gonna love tomorrow. and omg. after tomorrow chingay is over. alaaah. sedih per. hahaha. liek so fast sia. walao. gonna miss my chingay mates sia. speaking of miss, i miss school. okay not! i mean i miss my friends. and yes my baby!! hahaha. and i miss jae. where you ? can go out already ?? okay im done. super sleepy. bio coming im dead ! :/

2010-02-18T04:25:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but i'm in love with rihanna. hahaha. that's so random. i know. haha. kept listening to russian roulette liek over and over again. anyway, need to buy my lens sooon. and yes i need to make a new pair of specs. i don't like wearing lens in the morning cause i'm lazy already to wear in early morning. how i wish when i snap my fingers, money dropped. then that'll be coool. hahaha. anyway, its 430am already and i can't sleeep. why?! i don't know why. did some bio revisions just now and i'm still at respiratory system. biology is like a torture to me sia. so freaking a lot of things to study. and for this semester, i aimed a C for Bio. really. so chingay is in two days time. woah. time flies real fast. after chingay then its exam. and after which hello changi hospital and then pasir ris poly. urgh. why pasir ris poly ? don't they know its embarrasing when your friends see you there. hahaha. but on a lighter note, its near my house. as in just a few bustops away. and yes i'll be coming home early on the last week. and yes bubble tea is like a few steps away from the polyclinic. woohoo ^^

2010-02-17T01:38:00.002+08:00

I'm not being myself lately i guess. and to someone, is it wrong for me to go on a study date with your gf ? wtf. im just going out with her to study together and yet this happen. its like i've not seen her for ages but for you, you see her everyday. in fact, you've seen her in the morning on the day i called. and yet you're jealous. wtf. you're jealous cause she's gonna meet me. you said 'go ahead, go out with that guy on your only off day'. eh hello! that guy is her bestfriend. which part of bestfriend don't you understand. need me to define furthur? tsktsk. such an idiot.

anyways,
okay big bang not gay. i was just kidding about the gay thingy. hello. i love koreans. why would i wanna criticise them, big bang is cool. love them. but i love shinee more. shinee big bang. brown eyed girls. alah all lah. love them. and yes i miss my schoolmates already. hahaha. see you guys on 22nd feb then. and yes, chingay in two days time. wow!

2010-02-16T02:11:00.002+08:00

Heyho!
gosh. its seems so long since i last update this blog. hahaha. been busy the whole time. so i can't find time to update. anyway got lots of things to update about. first and foremost, i pass my health assessment. and liew jia lin assessed me. lucky. cause susan loh assessed wei ting and he says she's so annoying. prompt here prompt there. hahaha. but he passed also. good for him.

next,
14 February 2010 is the best Valentine's Day i ever had. omg. really. i just love it. i wish i can do it over again but too bad i can't. received so much. love it lah. and and and hang out with loves. thats the best. funfair was somehow cool. topgun looks fun. anyway im missing valentine's day already. lets do it again !

okay lastly,
ohh shit. i seriously forget what i wanna update about. hahaha. really i know i knew it a second ago but now i can't recall it. sheeeesh! anyway, lets just update about a randon thing. had a 'sleepover' at friend's house. can say a two days sleepover cause i went home the next day at around 12am. hahaha. so just stayed home. played laptop and then went walking around neighbourhood. hahaha. and saw somne cool places. coolness! oh ya, i remember now. just wanna say sorry for what had happen the other day. i don't really know who's fault it was but i just wanna say sorry. and yes i meant it. i don't really know what happened but i assume it was because of what i say. i guess ? i don't know. just so sorry. and about the kicking part. i know its rude but please, don't make it a big deal. i don't like people making a big deal out of something small. really. i know you guys can say that why am i so nice or whatsoever but really. its over now so lets just forget about it and move on alright. and im sorry too if i'm being a two-sided bitch ? you don't know what really happened and you don't have to know either. but as far as i know, i'm still me. no changes.

now lets just focus on my examinations which is coming in two weeks time, attachments which is in a month's time and also chingay which is in two days time. ohh great. i'm so not ready for all these. chingay ? can lah just need a bit of practice more. exams ? must start my revision asap! attachments ? cgh for two weeks and polyclinic for a week. cgh can but polyclinic ?! no way! so the embarassing. what if when i'm working there, someone i know or who knows me come. omg its gonna be an embarassment sia! wth. but still there's salary so jia yo dinny! now i'm done blogging. take care people. ciaos!

2010-02-15T17:39:00.001+08:00

MUAK LAH TENGOK!

2010-02-12T00:43:00.001+08:00

Pffft you Jeni!
hahahaha. okay fine! Big Bang not gay also. And so is Shinee!
Both not gay looking. hahaha.
but obviously,
Shinee is better looking lah. Especially my Jonghyun!
HAHAHAHA!
okay you owe me pictures of Shinee! haha
^^

2010-02-12T00:18:00.003+08:00

Its February 12th and that means its someone's birthday!!!! hehehe. anyway wanna wish that special someone on top a happy 19th birthday. hope that you like my suprised call. ain't i sweet? hahaha! anyway, i hope you're gonna have a great time today on your birthday. and i also hope that you're gonna lead a good life and achieve what you wanna be. lastly, i miss you so much sia! so hope to see and you at studio in how many hours time. hehh. oh yeah, happy birthday again nurfarhana yusoff. ^^

chingay today. okay wait. before that i had school. i was late as usual. came around 1220pm. hahaha. so we learn about cpr today. and its was kinda interesting to me. and yeah we sure have to pump real fast to expand the lungs. then end around 130pm. went home straight. then eat bath and chingay. revised the steps. and yeah we got kfc as dinner. so cool. me and yidah took 2boxes. hehehe. cause 1box is so not enough. inside is just a burger and mashed potato. tsk. no pepsi or 100plus. boring. left with 3more trainings. 18th, 19th and 20th february. gosh. i'm like getting nervous. oh wait. exams coming too. sighs. plus i got health assessment tomorrow. great. hope i make it this time cause i really don't wanna fail. it sucks to fail. really. so wish me luck people. and i hope i won't get susan loh as my assessor. i rather get liew jia lin. she's much more nicer. and not fair, only me and wei ting is schollong tomorrow. and i'm so sorry wei liang. cause you had to come to school even though you're not schooling. so so sorry. hehehe. and yeah, to that girl in my group. thank you so much for the small gifts. that's so sweet of you. awww! and hey, i'm not scared la. haha. cause i don't know you guys yet so shy lor. hahaha. but really thanks. and lastly, happy chinese new year to all chinese and happy valentine's day in advance to you! even though you're _____ still happy valentine's to you.

ONCE AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURFARHANA!!!

2010-02-11T01:45:00.003+08:00

Ohh great.
I feel like jumping down. wait no. later i die how. anyway i feel so weak now. i'm feeling down. i cannot cry cause tears won't come out. i hate this feeling i swear but i can't let it go. i don't know why but it just won't go away. i tried to do other things to let this feeling subside but still it will come back once i stop doing it. haiz. i think the least i can do now is to be happy for you. well that's what you want, and finally you got it. congratulations. i'm here if you were to need a helping hand. and i mean it in a good way. so don't judge anyhow. anyway, was in no mood for chingay today. cause firstly, i was late and really late. reach city hall at 8pm. secondly, close friend didn't came. so its considered i'm like alone. chingay was boring today. but we got our tickets. 2 per person. we practice the whole thing and yeah it went well. and i finally did my steps correctly. except for the part where we had to run. that part sucks. okay i got no mood really. oh btw, im sorry i had to leave halfway casue i'm already late. and yeah i would love to stay but i can't. maybe next time okay. we go on our own. and yeah sorry for hurting you too. didn't mean it. really. don't take it too hard. i'm sorry.

maybe i'm not a good ___________. ohh whatever. i'm still gonna the same old dinny. and i don't wish to hate you. but i try my best to like you instead. see how things go lah. then i judge from there. anyway goodnights. having chingay again tomorrow. nytes!

2010-02-10T10:34:00.002+08:00

"the thought of it makes me puke."

i feel like puking everytime i think about it. every moment of it kills me silently. chey! haha but really. i mean it

2010-02-10T10:13:00.002+08:00

Heyho!
Just got home due to the fact that i miss my last bus yesterday. anyway, going out again later at arnd 1245 to fetch my younger sis from sch. then maybe go home eat and go out again to go school. today school starts at 3pm. well actually i have no school just that i need to come for the mask fitting thingy. sucha waste of time. really. anyway i was youtube-ing when i saw this video. its like wtf. spoil the whole song sia. wait ah i go take the link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A98QLymh_4k&feature=player_embedded

here's the link. go see. so the wtf sey. hahaha. okae i dont know what to say already. goodbye la. if i got something to blog again i blog. haha. ciaos!

2010-02-09T02:20:00.001+08:00

some more photos i found. okae now goodnight. really.*yawns.*

2010-02-09T01:52:00.005+08:00

I LOVE THIS PHOTO!!

us in our costumes!

our cheographer^^

our float!

ben n jerry!!!

HAHAHA! some pictures i found in facebook. btw chingay was awesome today. glad i came. finally learnt the finale steps. so yah countdown. 11 more days to chingay. gosh. thats like in two weeks time. and then two days later my exams. great. now i need to sleep. goodnyte readers ^^

2010-02-08T02:25:00.001+08:00

LOVING THIS!!!!

2010-02-08T01:34:00.003+08:00

Chingay!!!!!! okae the make up sucks. but kinda coool. reminds me of lady gaga. hahaha. and the picture above. i dont know where am i. cause everyone look the same. but i think i saw me. and yeah, people say i look like metal. hahaha. metal or whaaat !? but i have to agree with them la. i was shock looking at my picture. haha. so scary. and yeah i had a hard time doing my hair. haha. kept spraying here and there. and kept asking people to spray and do my hair for me. hahaha. so the cerewet uh dinny. then everything ends at arnd 11plus. we sat in our groups. but sadly, me, yidah and zairul miss our bus. cause we were busy talking to this chinese guy from X2. haha. so end up we took the same bus as X2. sorry X4 for not taking the same bus as you guys. haha. but good also lah. i had fun in the bus. i guess. oh ya i did. going around giving wet tissues to people and also helped to cleaned people's face. haha. reached hm arnd 2am. and there's chingay again tomorrow. sighs. i need a break man. and i need to go school just to send in my assignments. tsk. anyway, yidah!!!!! i want pictures!! send me quick. hahaha. and omg. shld have taken more pictures. nevermind. next rehearsals aite. and mary, chill okae girl. anything just share with me alright! love u guys!

2010-02-07T03:12:00.002+08:00

Great. I'm exhausted. anyway i reached home around 2am. chingay was super tiring today. really. had our rehearsals done. plus with the make up on and the costume on. and yes its so hot that i sweat. tsktsk. so had our first run and do all the dance steps. then yadayadayada. we had our break. and we got ben & jerry. but i know i take another one. anyway after that we had our second run. but this time we perform like 3times. ohh btw, i saw someone hot!!!! omg. im like gaga-ing over that person sia!!! fcuk. hahaha. and some of the other contigents costumes are nice. pretty i can say. better than ours. and my hair was superb just now. like boomz! hahaha. but the head band had to spoil it. haha but people say i look better. hahhaa. cause without headband, my hair is like very the big. hahhaa. okae i dont know how to explain. anyway, make up was okae. face painting. not that bad lah just have to improve on it. and yeah i forgot the steps. hahahaha! oake gonna eat my burnt cheese bread. so sad. so ciaos!

2010-02-04T09:44:00.003+08:00

heyho people.
at lecture now. initially planned to concentrate on today's lecture but end up i use the laptop instead. freaking bored la the lecture. its about the disorders of the male reproductive system. in other words, its biology. >.< im like sitting alone right here. hahaha. and and the guy beside me is as weird as usual. LOL. having the article presentation later but i forgot to bring all the articles. wth. im dead man. hope that the teacher is nice today. hahaha. perhaps i give it tomorrow. urgh. dont know la. btw when i wake up today, i felt as if my mind is totally blank. like i forgot what happened yesterday. but then its only for a few seconds la. hahahaha. and and i need money like really badly. need to buy new lens, top up card. urgh. why cant things be cheap. ?

2010-02-04T00:09:00.009+08:00

WEBCAM FUN!!!! enjoys~!

2010-02-03T02:30:00.001+08:00

& btw, i have to say this.
i miss the moments when i first met you. really.
can i rewind back time ?

2010-02-03T02:10:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.
Sorry for not updating this blog as i used to. was super busy with stuffs. anyway since i'm at the laptop, thought of giving it an update. school was slack as ever. lab in the morning followed by a lecture and tutorial in the afternoon. & not forgetting the long breaks in between. which is like 4hours. tell me what can i do for that 4hours when your school has nothing interesting and there's no malls outside your school. can die man. anyway, not going school tomorrow. who wants to go when there's only a pathetic 1hour lecture which is at 1pm. so gonna skip it. i'm left with two more presentations and health assessment. i really wish i would pass the second attempt cause if i fail then i'm dead. and that means i have to repeat the whole module again the next semester. oh no no no !! i don't wish to. it gave me enough stress already. i think if susan loh didn't take me, i might have pass i guess ? haha. but why thorax and lungs. its so hard. i prefer cardiovascular or abdomen to be precise. and those who gets abdomen and fail it, i really don't know what to say to you guys. and for presentation, left with the article and 1088 presentation. speaking of 1088, do whatever you want lah. really. i don't give a damn anymore. wanna include our name or don't want, its your pleasure. i give up. just because of you doing it ALONE, you're acting this way. hey come on lah. we're on the new era already. try to fit in lah. but still its up to you already. what i know is that we all did our part already, its just you who don't know about it. and one thing for sure, i fcuking hate your attitude. really.

and to _____,
i have to admit that im super sad when you said that. i feel like crying but i just can't cause these tears of mine won't come out. but really. im so heartbroken upon hearing it. like its just not right. wait, it is not right. to me, i gave everything but i just don't know why its like as if it lacks of something. but after you said that you're gonna be more closer to me, a smile suddenly appear. glad to hear that. and about the 10 thingy, i'll just see what happens okay. haiz. im in no mood to blog anymore. stupid tears won't come out. meet you sooon cause i'm missing you already. )':

2010-02-02T01:38:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys for not updating my blog like i used to. I've been superb busy. Busy with chingay and school. chingay performance is coming in like 19 more days while school, there's just lots and lots of test and presentation coming my way. left with 2 more presentation and then im done. and yeah, i failed my health assessment. thanks to susan loh. i fcuking hate her. she failed me. ass. i studied like mad and all i get it a straight fail. fcuk! so remedial + retest this friday and that means im going home at 5 while the rest is going home at 10am. CB!!!!!!! why must it be at 3pm. what am i gonna do from 10am-3pm. fcuk la. cb cb cb cb! okay im off to doing my work. ciaos~

btw HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU! ^^

2010-01-26T10:15:00.002+08:00

School and Chingay today. two in one. im so getting exhausted really soon. and im lacking of sleep. seriously. eyebags getting big. i wanna go for facial one day. and lets go night safari people. and dont forget about love. lets go night safari one day okay? and i miss my love ):

2010-01-25T01:00:00.002+08:00

I'M GETTING DARKER !!! ASSSS~!

anyway, have to admit chingay is fun. haha. so lucky i joined. met alot of new friends. coool. i like ! plus got tons of pictures to update but im just too tired. have yet to search for the article. maybe i'll upload it next time when im free. and im getting sleepy too. haiz. someone's falling sick. well he's sick already. go doctor sooon okay. there's lecture tomorrow. i so don't feel like going. really. exams coming btu im like skipping lectures so frequently. what's happening to me? haiz. gotta buck up. really. and get well sooon! nytes!

2010-01-20T10:31:00.002+08:00

I came to school early for my 9am class but when I'm halfway walking to
school,
I realise that there's no tutorial. And yes, i went back home.
Cause my next class is at 1pm.
And I think I'm giving it a miss. Again

So fed up lah. really. was so semangat to go school already and got to know there's no class. pfft. so dragged myself back to 88 to go home. and yes, when i reach home. i can't sleep. great. going out again later at around 1pm to meet him. then off to chingay at 7. wow. from 3-7 what will i be doing? anyways, faaaaarnaaaa's sudahhh ________!!! so coool. must tell me the story kay farna. hahaha! okay wont be going lecture so i'm gonna sleep now. sweeeeeeetdreaaaams people. ciaos!

2010-01-20T01:26:00.003+08:00

You already know it but why did you still do it ?
And after which, all blame was on me.

Anyway, etutorials is being a bitch. really. and that bitch is getting more bitchy-er. she needs someone to approach her and give her a tight slap. really. both bitch. ass you bitch! one can't keep her mouth shut while the other is fcuking annoying. so seeking people's attention. and unfortunately, i'll be seeing one of these bitches tomorrow. period. im still not asleep. still doing the etutorials. i'm like so new to this etutorials cause its my first time doing it. leader mah must take initative what. hahaha. but really. if i wasn't the leader, please i won't even touch cms lah. haha! lucky year 1 ending soon. plus health assessment and 1088 presentation coming next week. sighs. and and and exams coming in 2weeks time and after that attachments. woah. then after attachment its holidays! then april hello year 2. sighs. so fast.

2010-01-19T19:51:00.001+08:00

At CC now. "Studying"
okay bye~!

2010-01-18T19:12:00.002+08:00

I MISS PLAYING WRESTLING WITH YOU.
ALL THE ROLLING ALL OVER THE FLOORS.
ALL THE TICKLING YOU DID TO ME TO SET FREE.
I MISS ALL THOSE.

anyway school was as usual. i was late for my bio practical. and to biology, i got no faith in you. really. you disappoint me. haha. i swear i don't know a single thing i was doing. almost all the question was like anyhow choose one. and i miss one stations. tsk. but to top over it, bio is done ! now left my presentation alone in week 16. woah. okay skipped lecture to have lunch at macs. maybe tomorrow im not coming. heh. like pathetic only la come from 9-11 and then 3-4. lol. so i think i'm giving it a miss. now i need to bath. so ciaos people

2010-01-18T00:59:00.004+08:00

"Being with you makes me love you
more"

I had great fun today. bumped into Megat at Interchange. and he's as nice as ever. haha. anyways your phone is nice just that its function sucks. plus it LG la. omg. i also suggest you change your phone. and please dont delete my pictures. haha. love you. okay i got my biology practical tomorrow at 9am but i have yet to study. walao. there's like a lot to study lah. central nervous system, respiratory system and the digestive system. all these topic is equivalent to one textbook. ass. okay off to studying now. ciaos~

2010-01-14T02:24:00.002+08:00

wooots.
had chingay practice yesterday. i'm too exhausted to blog about it now. plus i have to study for my wound dressing which i have yet to study. maybe tomorrow. will see how. anyway will blog about it as soon as possible aite. for now i'm too tired and i really need my sleep. and eyebags getting worse. really. goodnight love

2010-01-13T00:58:00.005+08:00

" Minah yang ader tetek kat tattoo!"

Hahaha! she was so confident saying it all in one breath but end up saying the wrong things. LOL! anyway, i feel super contented today! like really. i entered lecture room and sat down. then other people came and chose their seats. and then lecturer came in to start his lecture. and guess what? people turn to look at me and say "hey, nice hair." and i was like thanks!

"hey nice hair"
"i like your hair"
"you look better with this hair"
"you look much better"

Omg! i ♥ my lecture mates alot! really. they make my day. haha. thanks shafiq, fidiana, sharizan, farhanah, jeslin, aaron, kee zi, shaun, kishore & shaun. anybody i miss ? omg love you guys. hahaha. okay ciaos!

anyways having chingay tomorrow. i'm looking forward to it in fact. hehh. iloveyou. bye

2010-01-12T10:31:00.003+08:00

Woooots!
I'm in lab now. kinda a free period now cause others are having their skill test. was supposed to practice but end up all of us play laptop. hahaha. like wth kan. anyways, having my communication test later at 12pm. and i didn't study at all. just got no mood to study. really. but i hope i can make it through lah. did the mock t est like 3 times. firstly i got 18questions correct, second time got 21 qns correct out of 29questions. lastly, i got only 2questions wrong. yay me !! hahaha. so i got conficence in this test. alhamdullilah.

~~mandarin listening test~~

~~mandarin presentation~~

1088 presentation

communication e-assessment

health assessment test

wound dressing test

so 2 down 4 more to go. pfft! wish me luck peepos! ciaos!

2010-01-12T01:14:00.003+08:00

This was a few days back when i took it. I was like so bored waiting for my friend so camwhore lor using his phone. hahaha. plus his phone was with me so what else should i do besides camwhoring right ? hahaha! anyways, school was quite pathetic. really. came late for biology lab then had lectures but i gave it a miss since most of my classmates didn't go for it. why? cause we need to study for our mandarin listening test. met fatin and all and had a quick lunch at koufu. then headed to level 6 to study but end up i didn't study at all. i webcam-ed using fatin's laptop. hahaha. i so don't have the mood to study. then headed for group meeting. that's when i really started flipping through my mandarin notes to study. plus i just realise that our presentation is today also. omgosh. so we practice our mandarin and yes we suck people. not really suck but just the pronounciation. yeahs. i'm sure you guys suck at it too right. hahaha. kidding. anyways, mandarin test was horrendous. there's like 50questions but i think i got confident in only around 3-5questions only. hahaha pathetic much siol. then had our presentation. and yeah i did screw up a bit. but overall it was okay. end school around 415pm. headed to choa chu kang and off to bukit panjang. spend time there. farna came and i miss her. hahaha. went home around 10plus. now im blogging. gonna hit the bed real soon. i need to sleep early lah. eyebags getting worse. becoming panda eyes already now. sheeeesh. goodnight readers. ciaos!

2010-01-11T02:57:00.002+08:00

i have yet to study for my chinese. urghh.

why is it like super fast. really.

plus will be having lots of practicals/assignments this week.

wound dressing skill test on 14jan, 1090 e-assessment on 12jan, mandarin listening test today!!

plus there's still bio prac, 1088 presentation, health assessment skill test.

great, just great. what more can you give me ?

and and and the semestral exam coming soon & not forgetting the thing that makes me a no-life-person; ATTACHMENTS!!!!!

urghhhhh. i neeed holidays!

2010-01-10T21:26:00.002+08:00

Woooots!
Mandarin listening test and Communication e-assessment tomorrow. omg. and i have yet to revise all yet. like seriously. i've only study abit. hope i can make it through though. later i update more.

& slashing was never a solution boy (:

2010-01-08T02:28:00.003+08:00

Went school to send something then off to Clementi then to Woodlands then to Choa Chu Kang then to Bukit Panjang and finally to Pasir Ris. woah! what a day man. hahaha! was busy doing my blog when i was interrupted. so had to rush down to west plaza to transfer money. and its thursday night and i went out at 2 in the morning. scary! haha. plus i gotta wake up early tomorrow. and i'm not going for open house this saturday. i can't make it. i gotta go chingay. and i think i'm loving chingay. hahaha. i just need to practice more and then i'll get the steps right. huhu. okay i'm getting sleepy now. but i'm also very hungry. tomorrow got practice. woah. so i need my beauty sleep now. ciaos people

2010-01-07T07:48:00.002+08:00

Woooooots.
It's 8 in the morning and I can't go back to sleep. thanks to parents for waking me up as early at 630. wtf. anyway gonna head back to school today to send the letter and that's all. quite pathetic uh. plus my school's having its first day of open house today. I wonder how it will turn out like. anyway, chingay was fun yesterday. Hahahaha! and its my first time dancing yo and I can say that I enjoyed it lah but just that I need to wear shoes from next time onwards. cause I can't turn in slippers as end up my slippers feels like coming out.

Plus, I've downgraded myself from a trainer to a participant. (:
I an't be a trainer lah. too much responsibilities to handle and taking care of such big groups?! sorry! not my job. I rather take care of him than them. hahahaha. lastly, i ♥ my new look ! thanks love!

2010-01-06T00:54:00.002+08:00

wooooooots !
school was pathetic again. and we got to know our schedule for the open house and mine's sucks big time! firstly i got the friday slot 2-8pm and its damn long lah so i change with Jill who's slot is saturday 11-3pm. and yes i changed successfully BUT i forgot on saturday i got Chingay and damn, have to changed again. fcuk! damn pissed off sia. now i need to find someone who wants a saturday slot 11-3pm but who?! Wei Ting is so damn $#@! i heard he wants a saturday slot but when i asked him whether he wants to changed with me or not he say don't know yet. wth. he cannot make up his mind one. hahaha. ass him. i wished he wants to changed. cause if not, i won't be going for the open house cause i got my chingay and yeah, that also means i won't be getting any cca points ): wei ting!! change with me lah.

anyways,
let's forget about school. after school, took mrt. wanted to go clementi but was told to meet at choa chu kang but then change again to jurong east. so dropped down at jurong east. waited for like 20minutes and then got to know he's still in school. tsk. so waited for him at clementi again. and i waited like for 45minutes and its super long okay. luckily my kube still has battery left if not i'll be super bored. speaking of kube, i need to charge it. tomorrow is a bloody pathetic day again. and i mean it this time. imagine you have to wake up like as early at 6am just to get ready for school and also not to be late. but you just have a pathetic 1hour tutorial and you're done for the day. okay 50minutes to be exact. really pathetic right?! wth. so yea tomorrow i'm just having a pathetic 50minutes tutorial which is from 9-10am and then school is done. tsktsk. i hate the timetable. plus after which i'll be having chingay practice at night. wow! i think its gonna be a long day tomorrow.

let's talk about chingay now.
i can't believe i'm becoming the trainer. me as trainer is so weird lah. plus i'll be the dance trainer some more. more weird. hahaha. and zairul's joining too. at least i have a friend now. haha. well or in other words, my adik. lol. inside joke. anyway, met ♥ today. hahaha. had great time. and i swear i was super sleepy till i fall asleep for awhile. so wish me good luck for chingay!

lastly,
happy 16th birthday syafiqah !! may you have a great birthday + chingay practice today. hahaha! see you later at night. and yeah, long time i never see your sister. hahaha. once again, happy birthday !

2010-01-05T03:37:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep.
I'm not gonna sleep just yet.
I'm worried about him.
He has yet to call me.
I wonder if he's okay?
Gosh, things are swirling through my mind.
What if he's suddenly pass out?
What if he has no more energy to walk back home.
Oh gosh, or maybe I'm just too exaggerated ?
Cause I'm worried sick !
Please be okay.♥

2010-01-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

Wooooooots.
What can I say about first day of school? Pathetic. Hahaha. That's how I can explain about my first day. Cause I had lecture at 11 but I didn't go cause firstly, I came school at 1120. I was late as usual. Then called Salbiah and asked her whether is there lecture and she said there is but she's all not going. So ape lagi. Met them at library lor. Haha. Basically I just came to school to submit my essay and that's all. Quite pathetic isn't it. Tsk. No mandarin classes which is so good lah. Took train to Tampines and met Jae there. Then we proceed to Century Square to catch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2. Sucha great movie and Theodore is super adorable lah. And the girls chipmunks is so cute and sexy. Hahaha. Anyways, I don't know my timetable for tomorrow. Is there gonna be any lab lesson or is there not gonna be any lab lesson? But damn lah, I got class discussion tomorrow regarding the open house. Omg. Can I not go? Haha. Okay I blog more when my mind has something to say. bye loves

2010-01-04T04:20:00.003+08:00

" Seorang suami sedang mencari-cari helah untuk membolehkan dia berkahwin lagi. Antara alasan yang diberikannya.

Suami: Lelaki kahwin 3 baru lah sah.

Isteri: Kenapa pula?

Suami: Cuba terjemahkan ke dalam Bahasa Inggeris. 'Satu' is one, 'dua' is two dan 'tiga' isteri (is three). Baru betul dan sah!

Isteri: Tapi abang kena faham Bahasa Inggeris, terutama tentang 'singular' dan 'plural'.

Suami: Berkenaan apa tu?

Isteri: Satu tu 'Singular'; dua atau lebih 'Plural'.

Suami: Contohnya?

Isteri: One car sebagai singular, two cars sebagai plural. Apa bezanya?

Suami: Oh. Tambah huruf 'S' untuk yang plural

Isteri: Betul tu. Sama juga la untuk abang.

Suami: Macam mana pula boleh sama?

Isteri: Satu isteri abang MAMPU, jika dua isteri dah jadi plural, maka abang MAMPUS. Tambah 'S' je kan ?

Lepas daripada tu, si suami tidak pernah lagi berceritakan hasratnya untuk berkahwin lagi. "

I can't sleep. So I thought of sharing this joke I received. Its in Malay btw.

2010-01-04T03:51:00.005+08:00

Okay fuck.
I give up. Tried to change my blogskin but end up it was horrible. Lucky I haven't delete my previous template yet. If not I'll be dead man. Anyway, essay finally done! Alhamdullilah! I took like almost two hours editing it. Wow. So there's school tomorrow. Luckily start at eleven. I cannot wake up if it starts at nine. Really. I've yet to sleep. And my eyebags are freaking getting big. Izah! Must meet me sooon. I got lots of stuffs to ask you. Hehh. I think I need to edit my resolutions. So here's my updated one.

ONE.
To survive for another how many months more till next year.

TWO.
To hold NO MORE grudges.

THREE.
Get that sponsorship soon.

FOUR.
Survive Chingay.

FIVE.
And lastly, get good grades for this semester.

2010-01-03T20:53:00.003+08:00

Woooots.
Im at bugis now. And wth tomorrow start school already. Tsk. I just feel like the holidays baru start and now dah buka skola. Pfft. I still neeeeed holidays laaa. Da lah bsok start pukul 9am. and I need to wake up at 6am?! Wtf. Tkpe laaa. Anyway. happy schoooling people. Hahahhaa. I miss my lecture mates!! Meeet you guys tomorrow aite. ^^

2010-01-03T00:42:00.002+08:00

Woooooots.
Okay I got nothing to do now. Internet has no more places for me to go. I'm so bored. Plus, I'm so lucky to have my powerpoint finish. Yay me! Hahaha. Not me alone. Thanks to my group mates too. And omg, is there really attachments at the end of the year? I don't want can. Like I got no mood for attachment. Hahaha. Btw I'm so sorry just now! I swear I wanted to come but I overslept. Seriously. I'm so sorry. I feel so guilty. Like really. And now I'm in charge of Group X. Wtf. There's like alot of people can. Wow. I'm not even sure whether I can handle them all or not. Shit. I don't think I can sia. Ass. Just wish me luck uh. And you so have to help me.

2010-01-02T03:49:00.003+08:00

Wooooooooots.
What a day I've been through. Was super tired lah. Had countdown the night before and then went to Bukit Panjang to thon. Wow! And there, I slept at 6 in the morning. Was super bored man during the time from 2-6am. I seriously had nothing to do. So countdown was not that bad afterall. Its a good thing we didn't went town cause I get to save my 10bucks and two, we don't have to squeeze through all the matreps and minahreps in town. Hehh. So we had our little countdown at Tampines there. And our so called fireworks are cute. Hahaha. Went to eat after that and off to Bukit Panjang in a transport. I sleepy now but I can't sleep. I don't know why. I hate this kinda feeling. Sleepy but cannot sleep. Tsk. Anyway, I'm super happy. I feel sex-cited! I feel like as if I'm having this oh-my-god-i-can't-believe-it's-true feeling. Anyway, I find this very suh-weeeeeet and cooool!

I feel contented when with you.

Your presence make me feel so oooooh..

Hugs and kisses people do.

So don't you ever judge me too.

Fugly ugly is not in me,

Neither am I perfect too.

Chilling, slacking is what we do,

So come and join us if you want to.

I made it myself. ^^

2009-12-31T13:56:00.002+08:00

Woooooots.
How many more hours left till New Year. And I got how many minutes left before I literally have to go get ready. Gotta be out by 230 latest. Hahaha. just wished I reach there by 3. Alas, even if I'm late, I'm sure he'll wait. LOL! Anyway, my New Year's resolution is to

1. Survive for another 2years of nursing.

2. Keep out of grudges.

3. Be punctual to school.

4. Always have a positive thinking.

5. To be loved and to love someone. HAHA

Okay, I think that will be my New Year's resolution. But I doubt I can achieve No. 3. Hahaha. With me always waking up quite late or sometimes going out of the house late, I can never reach school in time. I mean I can but not consistent. Hehh. Okay I gotta get ready now. Ciaos!

2009-12-31T00:55:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I wanna wish this guy above a very Happy 18th Birthday to you!! May you have a great birthday cum New Year's Day celebration today. I hope that you'll achieve whatever you wanted to become and also good luck in whatever you do. I wished him already through SMS, but I feel like doing it here again. Hehehe. Anyway, happy birthday again.

Okay for this guy. His birthday is yesterday. I did wish him at facebook but I'm gonna write here again anyways. So yeah, Happy 18th Birthday to you!! As I said earlier, I hope you had a great time at your birthday. I wish you luck in everything you do. And sorry I didn't wish you through SMS cause I don't have your number. Hehh. So sorry. I don't have your number so can't SMS you. Anyway, happy birthday again.

So I spend my time today at Downtown Mcd. Spend the day today listening and learning how to do songs. Hahaha. Quite a boring thing to do but I have no choice. Just stare to blank space and listen to whether the song sounds nice or not. That's what I do today. After which, went to this park and practice there. But I watched only la. Hehehe. Went off around 11pm. Btw thanks alot man. You really pull down my face sia! Or dignity. Whatever it is, you really bring down my face. You don't really have to shout that loud until all your friends could hear what you were saying. Wtf lah! You already know what's my situation like yet you kept asking. Eh! I feel like slapping your bloody face sia. Fuck! Really. Omg! If I could just turn back time, I wouldn't even want to borrow your bloody stuffs if I knew the ending would be like this. Fuck you lah! But seriously, the shouting part is so unnecessary. Like seriously!

2009-12-29T21:20:00.003+08:00

Oh my gosh!
It's like two more days left and goodbye 2009, hello 2010. I've yet to think of a New Year's resolution. But I've already got one in mind. Still thinking of others. I think I'll be spending my New Year's Eve at town. Where else can we go right? Probably gonna catch the fireworks and yeah slack after that I guess. Well, I really don't know but I just hope I'll have fun on New Year's Eve. Plus I wish to be suprised. Huhuhuhu. ^^

Anyway, headed back to school just now with Fatin and Haziqah. Initially we planned to meet at Tampines Int at 10am but then all of us woke up at 10. Hahaha. Then we changed the timing to 11 but then again we finally meet up at 12pm. Lol. I don't know why. So we reach NYP around 1+ I think. Imagine if school were to start that late everyday and ends as late as 5pm. Omg. I'll be in school everyday man. And with no late-comings. Serious! Hahaha! But then again, fat hope. School's never gonna start at 12 everyday. Always starts at 9am. Pfft!

Oh ya, I've yet to finish my essay. So far there's 500 words, so I still need a thousand words more. Wth. Plus its about law people. About law! tsk. I hate laws. I wonder why we must even learn about laws when we're in nursing? Explain to me people. Haha. Okay I need to get back to my essay. Beeen ignoring it since just now. So essay here I come ):

2009-12-29T01:16:00.003+08:00

Woooooots.
Had movie marathon in the morning. I set my alarm at 9am but when it rings, I off it. Hahaha. Cause its bloody annoying and at that time I forgot that I have to wake up early. But then I woke up again at 930am. Tsk. Then I rushed and panic cause have to meet the others at 11pm at Khatib. So gyeah. Met Fatin at Tampines Int and took 969 to Khatib. And we reached there exactly around 11am. And guess what? We're the first and the rest have yet to come. Atikah was second. And then met the others at 12pm at Yishun. Tsktsk. So much for 11am uh guys. Anyway, Shikin was the late one. Pfft. When Shikin finally reached, we went up her house and the first thing we did was to eat. Cause all of us came with bloody empty stomach. Shikin was so busy with her cats, giving them food. Like a mother trying to feed her children. Lol. Anyway, watched Twilight first followed by abit of New Moon. Then changed to Paranormal activity.

I went off at 5pm cause had to meet a friend. And gyeah, met him. Went Lavender. I was super bored at first but then I enjoyed watching. Haha. Really cool man all the steps but I doubt I can do it properly. Hehh. And end up I had to become one. Pffft. I was forced to by my brother. Thanks uh you. Haha. I hope I will have fun uh there. Hope so. And I wish I get a cool gang. Hehehe. Oh ya, btw I had fun btw. But at the later part la. But still I had fun. Don't worry okay. I'm sure going to have fun one with you. Hahaha. Okay I'm super tired. Have to wake up early again tomorrow. Going school to do essay. Tsk. I'm so lazy can. Anyway I'm gonna tug in soon. Ciaos people!

2009-12-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

Woooooots.
Went West Coast Park for picnic-cum-gathering yesterday. Anyway, the gathering was fun even though i don't know almost everyone there. Hahaha. I still had fun. Then Farna and Ida came. Lucky the come if not I don't know what's gonna happen to me uh. Die of boredom I guess. Haha. So yeah, end up I thon. ^^

Today help out with a bit of stuffs. Yadayadayadayada. And my head's all cramp up due to bending my head down alot of times. Then went to my house to take my laptop and off we go to Elias Mac. Found a plug but end up the plug is spoilt. Pfft! Then went to use plug at the hall in front of Elias. Played laptop until 10pm and then ciaos home. Now I really need to sleep. Waking up early tomorrow. Movie marathon yo. Huhu. Can't wait. But I guess I need to wake up abit earlier cause I need to go Whitesands first buy things. Tsk. My eyebags are so gonna get worst liao. Haiz. Okay then ciaos!

2009-12-26T01:41:00.002+08:00

So here's a few pictures from pool party. Enjoys!

Anyways, I just got back home around 12 just now. Went from Downtown to Bugis to Far East to Peninsula in search of a bag. And finally found the bag at Peninsula. Alhamdullilah. After that we chilled around Esplanade there. Chilled there till 11pm I think. Hahaha. I forgot. Took train to Pasir Ris and home sweet home. Wah. Very tired sia. And again I'm going out tomorrow. LOL! Super tired but looking forward to it. Hahaha. And yeah I so have to meet you soon sia Jae!! Got lots to tell you. ^^ Ciaos people!

2009-12-24T01:44:00.001+08:00

btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIDAYAH AMAT!!!

MAY YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY!

SEE YOU SOOOOOOOON!

2009-12-24T01:33:00.002+08:00

I just got back from the party. It went well. And the birthday babies are happy. So i guess that went well. Haha. Pictures will be uploaded once I've got hold of them. And I'm exhausted. Took 31 then alight at this particular bustop and then take 27. Dropped at the Ikea bustop there and walk home. And woah, its quite far you know. Lucky I got my Kube to entertain me. So gyeah, looking forward to next outing guys. ^^

btw wanna go eat at cheesecake cafe one day or perhaps lets go the zoo. i miss the zoo !

2009-12-23T01:41:00.002+08:00

Okay I'm off to bed now people.

Will be having pool party in about fifteeen hours time.

so see you guys there alright! I can't wait.

Can't wait to meet each and everyone of my secondary school friends.

I wonder if any of you have changed.

Changed in a sense of appearance or whatsoever.

Hahaha okay lame dinny.

Nights people.

lots of ♥ ~

2009-12-23T01:09:00.003+08:00

Wooooots.

I met the guy above just now. Help him with his project abit. Yadayadayada. And yeah went off from National Library around 5pm. Then headed to Iluma to have a walk. Walk here walk there and woah. I saw a few stuffs i fell in love with but I've no money to buy it. So sad man. Anyway, took 12 to Pasir Ris Int and walk around Whitesands. Its like been months since I last stepped into Whitesands. And there's hardly any changes. Just that Giordano is now Cotton On. -.- Lame right. Tsk. Anyway, saw Irwanto there. And yah he's _______. Hahahaha! Slacked under the block till 10pm plus before we got into our separate ways. Bid goodbye and off I went to 359 to go home. ^^

Btw my adik is back y'all!! And she had a cute haircut. See above. Hahaha. Cute rigggght? Hahaha. So yeah miss her like alot sia! LOL. I bet she had fun at KL. I'm super jealous. I heard she went to alot of places but I forget where. Too bad I can't follow. Cause one, I got school when she went off and two, my passport expired already. So my bad la. Should have renewed my passport earlier. Plus I so have to start my 1500words essay sooon but I don't know how to. Someone help me please. Reaaaally! I gave up on laws la. I wonder why I even study about laws. Nursing is like woah. We study from nursing skills to sociology to psychology to biology to law&ethnics to customer service. Can you imagine? How can I not get stress. There's alot of things that I need to revise. Pffft! So if there's anyone nice who's willing to teach me any of these stuffs, do approach me okays. Hahaha! Btw I can't wait for 28 December. That is like 5 more daaaays people!! I can't wait! ^^ Oh ya, I hate my assessment exam date. Ass sia. I'm the only one in week 15. Pfft! And I'm the lst person!!!! What bad luck man. While everyone else is on week 13 and 14, mine is on week 15. I feeel like cursing the teacher who organise the schedule sia! F$#@! When everyone else is happy that they finish their test already, I have to be the ONLY one who will be panicking later. Ehhhh fcuk laaa!! Serious!!! Assss them!! Tsk! They are so not gonna make my day sia! Why put me on week 15 and alone some more. Might as well put me on week 14 right. Easier. Then no need for me to report to school on week 15. Pantat laa!!! Okay I need to sleep. Bye!