counting the days.
25 June 2010
@ 3:14 AM




This is what I do. Webcam with Efa in the middle of the night. Cause both of us can't sleep and thought of webcaming with each other. LOL. I know right. Hahaha. I look damn skinny okay. Wth. But whatever it is, Only took 2 pictures cause I just remembered about it. Haha. Anyway, attachments in three days time. I am so not ready lah. Plus we're in Year 2 already. That means more burden on our shoulders. Haiz. Soon enough Year 3 and then PRCP. Woah. I cannot see myself as a nurse seriously. Well its too late to quit now plus I can't afford to pay those fees if I quit. My parents can't afford to be exact. In fact, I'll get a spanking from them I think. Planned to have a class cycling trip but don't think it will happen. Firstly it's last minute and secondly, people all stay very far and they're lazy to travel to East Coast Park. Im bored. Really.

Oh btw, today is a fucking bad bad bad day for me sia. Like serious shit. Like what the f sia. I swear I did nothing wrong. All I did was just came early and from there it starts. Was supposed to meet at 4pm but I went out super early cause I'll scared I'll be late. And then there it goes. And yes I do admit I lied to you because I really don't wanna go back cause it'll be just a waste of time. Plus I reach just nice. It really hurts when you say you don't ever wanna see my face again. I swear that hurts the most. I don't mind being punched, slapped, kicked or whatsoever, but I just can't accept that. I can still accept all those physical abuse but I just can't accept that. Really. It tears me down. I know you might not even care but I do care. I just can't bare to lose you. Really. Please. I still don't get it why you're being like punching slapping to me and lovey dovey to ______. I swear there's a huge difference in the way you're acting to me and to ______. You're being so nice and patient with ______ while you're being like what shall I say, a jerk, to me. Tsk. I just hope to get the old you back. Please. I know the old you is still somewhere stuck inside of you. I just need to get hold of it and pull it out.


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