counting the days.
16 June 2010
@ 2:15 AM


Finally I'm updating my blog frequently. Anyways had project meeting just now. Behavioural Science to Pharmacology to Research Method to Statistics. Thank god, projects almost finishing.^^ But then, tomorrow's plan was cancelled. Sigh. So i got no plans tomorrow. Anyone wanna date me tomorrow, I'm free okay. HAHA. Was browsing through facebook since I've nothing to do. Seriously internet's getting boring. I wonder why people complain when there is no internet and yet they still complain when there's internet. Haha. This is reality i guess. Hahaha. I swear i miss my secondary school friends right now. Each and everyone of them. Ey wait. Almost lah. Heee. Attachments is 10 days away. I don't know whether am I prepared for it or not. Ward 36... The ward which I'm famous for something. Not going to mention it here. Very embarrasing. Like first day already become so famous. Lol. Btw i need to get money to top up my phone and rebond my hair asap! I wanna go attachments with straight hair sia. XD

Now, I have something to let out. I know that we are very close already. Just like brothers and sisters; or what do they call it, siblings. But I still love you. I still do. I don't know why but I just do. And it hurts to see you with someone else. Everytime i see you two, tears will start rolling down. I tried to throw away this feeling but I just can't. And now, I don't get the same kind of treament from you. Like its not the same as last time. I feel that there is a huge difference in the way you treat me now and before. I know you kept saying we are like siblings already but you don't treat me the way you used to. I don't know what I should do now. And your words towards me are getting harsher and harsher. And that's very hurting seriously. I know I'm not like your boyfriend but I still got my feelings with me. And my feelings will never change. Its very hurtful for you to call me ugly. I don't know lah. Maybe I should just move on and be close to you as a friend to friend close. As they say, if you love someone. You're willing to sacrifise anything. Well, I'm sacrifising the bond we have now. I will miss the moments we shared together. Everything different now. You care more about him than me. Which is right but _______. Forget it. I'm done here. Goodnight readers.
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