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27 May 2010
@ 7:47 AM Hey there. I miss blogging. I can’t really blog that much nowadays because there’s no internet access at home. It really sucks lah. Anyway, school has been extremely hectic lately. Last week was the theory test and this week is already the practical. See how fast everything goes. Also, next week is my presentation for adult nursing and the following week is my health psychology presentation. Whoa, everything went so fast. Oh btw, since I’m talking about school now, might as well I just let it out. Lately, I’ve been feeling like loner in school. I don’t really think I have that much friends in polytechnic. In class, I’m not really that close to all of them. Although I do hang out with them sometime but still I feel like I don’t belong there. At times, I feel like I’m being a busybody there and somehow I feel like they all don’t want me there. I don’t really spend time with my classmates that much. Plus, there are only three guys in my class and I’m the only Malay guy there. It’s really hard to have that special bond with the other two guys cause of certain reasons. In lectures, I’m always seated together with these four people which are Jeslin, Sharizan, Farhanah and Fidiana. These are the four people who have helped me in believing that I have friends in school. But still, I think that I don’t belong with them. I feel like I’m just an extra there. There are still others whom I’m close with but it’s just like a friend-to-friend relationship. I don’t know whether whatever I wrote here is true or not but that’s what I feel. Somehow I really really really miss my secondary school mates. But look what happen now. All of us have been separated. Some have their own cliques, some gone missing, some forgets others and some still lost somewhere. The only person that I’m still in contact with is Fatin. That’s because we’re in the same school and same course. We were really close during our first year. We went to school together quite often, go home together, have breaks together. But after entering year 2, everything changed. I rarely see her now. We rarely have breaks together, rarely go to school together and rarely went back home together. That’s because our timetable is different. Whenever she’s having break, I’ll be having my class. But when I’m having break, she’ll be having her class. And now she’s on attachment while I’m still studying. When it’s my turn for attachment, she’ll be in school studying. Hmm... Best friend? All have gone missing. I’ve lost my best friends. So much for best friends’ forever lah. I’ve used to have two but then I lost one and now I lost the other one. Firstly was Izah. We used to be super close with each other but then something happen. I don’t know what really happen but after a while, we were no longer contacting. Then next was Jae. As usual, we’re super close also. We’ve been best friends since Secondary Three. And then again, the same thing that happens to Izah and me happened to Jae and me. I don’t know what really happen also. She caged herself from meeting with each other and now, we’re no longer contacting. So yeah, for all I know, we are no longer BF and yup, goodbye to you two. Thanks for all those memories. I’ve to move on with life no matter what. As the phrase says; ‘Friends come and go”. Well that is so true. Friends do come and go. For once, they’re close with you. And after a while, they’re gone. I’m done now. Take care. |
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