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11 February 2010
@ 1:45 AM Ohh great. I feel like jumping down. wait no. later i die how. anyway i feel so weak now. i'm feeling down. i cannot cry cause tears won't come out. i hate this feeling i swear but i can't let it go. i don't know why but it just won't go away. i tried to do other things to let this feeling subside but still it will come back once i stop doing it. haiz. i think the least i can do now is to be happy for you. well that's what you want, and finally you got it. congratulations. i'm here if you were to need a helping hand. and i mean it in a good way. so don't judge anyhow. anyway, was in no mood for chingay today. cause firstly, i was late and really late. reach city hall at 8pm. secondly, close friend didn't came. so its considered i'm like alone. chingay was boring today. but we got our tickets. 2 per person. we practice the whole thing and yeah it went well. and i finally did my steps correctly. except for the part where we had to run. that part sucks. okay i got no mood really. oh btw, im sorry i had to leave halfway casue i'm already late. and yeah i would love to stay but i can't. maybe next time okay. we go on our own. and yeah sorry for hurting you too. didn't mean it. really. don't take it too hard. i'm sorry. maybe i'm not a good ___________. ohh whatever. i'm still gonna the same old dinny. and i don't wish to hate you. but i try my best to like you instead. see how things go lah. then i judge from there. anyway goodnights. having chingay again tomorrow. nytes! |
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